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January 23rd, 2012




I am a Hufflepuff. And, while perusing tumblr, I found these^^. I'm afraid they may be very true of me. Especially in relation to ARS and CED. I can see the similar way that I reacted to these two people and how I've tried to make changes to my reactions when I compare and contrast them. With ARS, we have cut all ties to each other, which has been rather easy given that there is nowhere for us to interact, geographically or mutual-friendship-wise. But with CED, we are slowly getting back to the interacting phase that comes with being acquaintances. This has been possible through gatherings of mutual friends and club meetings. So, in efforts to not make things turn out so sucky and through unavoidable proximity, I'm a step closer to figuring out how to deal with the ugly side of friendships. But I continue to question my feelings - did I, or rather, do I, really not love these people? Does the fact that I occasionally dwell on these people and thoughts mean I might actually want to reconnect? Or am I just being curious? A part of me wishes ARS and CED could know my thoughts as well and maybe they wouldn't think so negatively of me. But another part of me thinks I shouldn't care and may even revel in knowing that I'm disliked. It's frustrating being human.

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